i think i expect too much from myself and i rush everything like i’m running out of time. i live in other people’s expectations and i just want them to be proud of me. but maybe i need to slow down a bit and be patient with my own life i don’t actually have to be anything. i can fail and it’s not the end people like you when you fit into what they expect. but they respect you when you don’t. and eventually they love you for who you actually are, not because you became a version of them